You're Going To Miss This!

I came to a realization this morning after trying to recover from my dreams!

I really am going to miss this!

We have been doing alot of car switching lately so the car seats were in the house.  It was Pai's favorite seat int he house!

So getting back to why Im going to miss this.  I had a dream which came after one of  Pai's late night scream sessions.  (she can scream for hrs so last night I just took her down to the couch and let her cuddle for a little bit, it only took 20 min)  Any way I had a dream that she was a teenager;.  And she didn't want to have anything to do with me.  And she argued with the best of them!  It made me so sad that she was such a bratt and didn't want anything to do with me.  I have to remember this when she screams everytime I leave the room even if its just to get a drink.  Or when she wakes up in the middle of the night. (Im a bear with out a decent amount of sleep)  Or when her and her brother get into it over some stupid toy.  I will definately miss her taunting her brother in time out (although Im sure I have alot of that left) her cute little laughs. (her cries lately even sound like laughs, which make me laugh and make her cry even more) Her ability to eat nonstop!

And suprisingly Pj hasn't had as many tantrums lately.  He has actually been a real trooper!  Although this morning at 730 I am awakened to the sound of his door opening and slamming shut.  So I finally yell at him to stop before he wakes his sister.  No sooner had I said that than I hear one of her ear peircing screams! So much for getting my hair straightened before they wake up. 

I was getting Pai dressed for the day and had just put her shirt on her when she said "Daddy" in her cute little voice!  So I asked her where daddy was. And she pointed at the door.  Jordan can say all he wants that his kids love mommy more.  But they both said daddy way before they could say momma!